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Lucinda-
I was wretched from my slumber by my brothers raging shouts. "Alright! I'm up already! So Shurrup you girt lumberer" I shouted, though the sleep still having an effect on my voice. I sighed, wincing at the moment as I gently rolled onto my back before sitting up, I used my hands rather than pulsing my own muscles to move my legs. I grunted in pain before sliding off the bed, shuttering as a shiver raced up my spine as my feet touched the icy floor boards. "I need a carpet in here" I concluded thoughtfully before padding across floorboards. I snagged my jeans and vest top off the top of the dressed before slowly getting dressed. Once done a brushed my hair before debating on applying some make up. I decided with it, hoping it would hide the worst of the scar, though even with my 'false face' as Quinn called it, it hid nothing, if nothing else made it worse. In the end I gave up, leaving on what I had before pulling on a hoodie. I then Snatched the bag off the chair slipping up the hgood, hiding my face frm view before heading down the stairs. Only once I was sure Quinn was busy did I head out. I didn't need a fuss made. I had been to school before, so why were the neves this bad now?

I walked down the streets, the rute imprinted on my mind. I hadn't taken it in over a year, thought the years before that I'd been here, it was easy. I hesitated outside the school grounds. one more step, one more step then I'd be in my own little world, being 'little miss popular'. I took that step before biting my lip, as if I had just stepped on a trigger eyes went on me, murmors followed as I limped my way towards the office, needing to pick up my new time table, needing to get through today without legging it. I didn't know if I could do it. I just didn't know, the excitement was gone, the egarness has vanished. It had come and gone, just like an adrenaline rush, you have to enjoy it while it's there. But I was faced with the suffering of my actions.